I will write and write until the pain lessens like in the olden days when we were bled to remove the toxins I will cut into myself to remove the flaws until I am nothing more than I was before
For me, writing is healing. Things come out of me that amaze and scare me when I sit to write. Take care of your heart above all things, Jos. Protect it and treat it gently. Sending you love, prayers and blessings!
Jos, I could not stay away as you are writing, after so long. I feel so much pain in these words. I wish there was something I could do to help. Do treat yourself kindly, you are a wonderful woman. xoxo
I am meeting with a cutter tonight, try to talk her down from the scalple of her pain...but I understand the call to surgery, the desire to excise. I would say that you are not flawed Jos. There is perhaps brokenness that needs mending. We will heal with our pens in blood red ink. We will heal with our fingers locked and laced.
but we are always more. always. even when it hurts. perhaps especially then.
ReplyDeleteyour essence is good. be careful what you cut.
xo
erin
For me, writing is healing. Things come out of me that amaze and scare me when I sit to write. Take care of your heart above all things, Jos. Protect it and treat it gently. Sending you love, prayers and blessings!
ReplyDelete"The pen is the tongue of the mind." ~Don Quixote
Jos, I could not stay away as you are writing, after so long. I feel so much pain in these words. I wish there was something I could do to help. Do treat yourself kindly, you are a wonderful woman. xoxo
ReplyDeleteI am meeting with a cutter tonight, try to talk her down from the scalple of her pain...but I understand the call to surgery, the desire to excise. I would say that you are not flawed Jos. There is perhaps brokenness that needs mending. We will heal with our pens in blood red ink. We will heal with our fingers locked and laced.
ReplyDeleteI love you my Citrus girl! Be orange.
~ Annie